When everything seems down

..and nothing seems right,

with everybody seems to turn away from you,

and workloads is never ending..

She 

makes 

me

happy.

So YES.
I'm Happy.

" sia malas. boring."

"ari2 buat keja yg sama.. inda pndai siap2."

..tpi pndai pla post di blog..time MaLaS.

Sia Tatatp Malas ni ari.

Christmas time is nigh..

Let us all not put so much of our lives into silver bells and the never ending worldly wish list..

. . . .

A lyric of a song made me realized..

" Every breath is a second chance to live."

Isn't this the perfect Christmas gift to ourselves?

*penuh dengan keinsafan*

(utk ketika ini la..)

I love blogging.

Seriously.

And i am proud to be part of the bloggers community and connect with people whom i may never meet in person, but seemed to know one another well in the most wonderful way you can imagine.

But.

There's something that has deviate my time away, awayyyyyy from this little blog of mine.

What?

This.

Cuba kau klik ni.

I call it 'the other blog'.

haishhh...mau inda mau..kena buat.

i don't receive a lot feedback from the readers though..since they're not bloggers.

so, its a little bit hard for me to know how well it is in the eye of the readers.

jadi kn, sa mau minta tlg ba ni.. dgn para2 blogger2 yg di hormati sekalian..

do tell me what you think of 'the other blog' that i'm spending most of my time on.

anything..

bah, kounsikou in advance a..

(^_^)

The other one that's keeping me busy.

Here's some updates from nc..

kekekek..mcm la ada yg berminat kn..

but i really feel like updating my blog this rainy afternoon.

Paperwork..sasr dlu kamurang saaaaaana..

So,,

we had this little reunion last weekend.

with some of our university mates back in UMS.

We had it at the Roof Restaurant in Imperial Hotel, KK.

Urm..it was a great venue,, because it seemed we're the only people accommodating the place. 

hehehe..

Kay of Tulus Dari Hati was part of the little reunion.

Notice which one is Kay?

A few nites back before..

our college held an annual dinner for its staff..and i got an award!!!

yayyyy...

Yai.

award apa? hehe..ada la kunun tu.

Our college was given the 5 star rating award by the Ministry of Higher Education.

Only two colleges in Sabah got that award.

So..mari2...study di sini..

haha..sempat lagi promosi.

Thats me..kunun, being presented with the sijil award (doi) by one of our bosses.

And finally of course..

a few more nites before that..

i got the chance to visit Logos Hope with my sister..

I thought i was not going to buy any books.

But..

ada juga 4 buku ni kena beli..

siap beli poster itu logos hope lagi.

sa lakat bilik sana kampung...hahaha

cantik bah kn..

Nope, i didn't buy this book.

Tapi kalau kena kasi hadian..bulih juga ba kn.

Hehe..hope to update again soon.

Have a great holiday to all

:)

We blog about things that we love..right?

Right.

And right now its just Neve Neve and more Neve..before she grows out of her baby fat..

and out of me.

The babe is growing up fast.

I really miss her when she was just a little little one..

Now.

A few more days before reaching 4 months.

"I woke up today feeling Friday"

Betul..

So many things happen last weekend which made it felt as if its just a normal working day.

Trus..panat.

I woke today..

realizing i only managed to trim my left hand nails..

the right ones..inda kesampaian.

gara2 mau layan si kiut kn..:)

inda apa. 

yg penting happy.

Our second wedding anniversary was also last week.

Only managed for a little dinner..

itu pun..dgn tefikir2 juga mcm mna sda baby di rumah kn.

(^_^)

what can i say..

Just sing la..

'bay beh..baybeh bay bey ooooo..'

Jeles juga la sama yg becuti2 ni..isk3...

,,nope it's not Neve's wedding - yet.

It's Neve's first time attending a wedding ceremony with us.

And it was at where mumy n dady exchanged vows last 2 years.

I think these few pictures are enough to describe everything :)

The feeling of being down the aisle again..on the eve of our wedding anniversary..AND with baby Neve this time, was overwhelming. 

Hehehe..mcm yg ketara lama nda p gereja o kn..

Baby Neve fell asleep during the mass actually..smpai sa nda dpt begambar sama itu bride..supaya baby dpt tidur..

Tired but happy.

Baby Neve was such a baby to all her aunts and cousins..

haiiiii...gini pla kalau bawa baby sndri sd pgi ramai2 kn..

(^_^)

Tomorow..ada lagi.

hehehe..

It's the wedding season.. :)

"All dogs go to heaven.."

though its just a saying..

tell me its true.

..good morning my lovely blog readers.

God bless.

I really miss blogging.

BUT.

Work commitments take over.

apa bleh bu..at.

ni pun..nasib2 dpt curi masa.

hmm...

Just want to share with you baby Neve's many expressions.

Like this.

3 months now..can't believe time flies that fast.

Makin manja sda.

atukkkoi.

Hope to find a little more time to blog soon.

Have a nice day everyone..

lama nda blogwalking sda ni..

but ur all in my heart..hehe

(^_^)

..i had a dream last nite..

which made me realized that life has so many secrets yet to be revealed.

..which made me realized that life should be lived,

appreciated.

. . . . . . . . . . .

Let's start our day with a prayer.

It's the faith that counts.

"Dear Lord,as I arise
And bend my knee to pray
I ask please place your guiding hand
Upon this busy day

All my yesterdays are said and done
Tomorrow may never be
But I give you full reign over this day
To make the best of me

May each little word I speak
Be filtered through your love
May all my thoughts be connected
To the heavenly courts above

And use my feet to take me
To where you want me to be
Guard my eyes that they would only
See what you want me to see

Give me a heart that longs to show
Others the way back home
And with these two hands help me
Fashion glory for your throne

From the great expanse of eternity
One day is all I can borrow
So help me Lord to take care of today
And we'll talk again tomorrow"


This beautiful morning prayer is by..

Anita Humbertson 

(source)

"If you care what other people think about you..

you will never be happy with yourself."

.

.

.

.

Everybody is the same.

It's the attitude that makes a difference.

- siapa inda setuju..angkat tangan a..-

A beautiful Monday everyone?

No..?

Remember the Hot Blog Chat segment last Friday?

On..what is LoVe.

Here is the most perfect song that can define what love is in the most beautiful way.

You will feel peace. Trust me.

Here..click the youtube video below.

It doesn't take too much time to download anyway.

btw..thnks so much to fellow bloggers..Aemy Shamy, CathJ. , a-Me, Si Aki, Beaty, SjB, Alv0808 and Kay for ur thoughts on love..and for keeping me company in the Hot Blog Chat.
What's the next topic?
Stay tuned.
And there is a surprise.

Okay. Listen. Feel.
Have a blessed day.

Here's the lyrics.
.........................................................................................................
"Love is not proud
Love does not boast
Love after all
Matters the most

Love does not run
Love does not hide
Love does not keep
Locked inside

Love is the river that flows through
Love never fails you

Love will sustain
Love will provide
Love will not cease
At the end of time

Love will protect
Love always hopes
Love still believes
When you don't
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/brandon_heath/love_never_fails.html ]
Love is the arms that are holding you
Love never fails you

When my heart won't make a sound
When I can't turn back around
When the sky is falling down
Nothing is greater than this
Greater than this

Love is right here
Love is alive
Love is the way
The truth the life

Love is the river than flows through
Love is the arms that are holding you
Love is the place you will fly to
Love never fails you"


..................................................................................................


Siok kn?


p/s: love for me..is the most overwhelming feeling when looking at my baby Neve.
Love heals.

My maternity leave ended two weeks ago. Actually.

So here i am, back at work.

Updating, blogging.

The only thing that can deviate my mind from baby Neve..for a while.

(padahal..)

hmm..so this is the feeling.

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Bah, back to work lah.

(a hug to baby Neve before off to work this morning..mcm mau bawa dia sja ni pi opis)

Let's see if i can do any..

The Monday Hot Blog Chat..

nanti la a..

I'd rather be at home now.

It's really disturbing.  ok, irritating, when having to deal with a trainee staff.

A so-called confident trainee staff.

What happened?

well..it was something like this.

Trainee: ada apa2 perkara lain2 yg kita mau bagi tau tentang baby? (referring to baby Neve)

Me: mm..kdg2 dlm 2 hari baru dia berak..ok kah tu?

Trainee: (senyum confident) tidak. tidak normal tu.

Me: (tediam. i've done my research actually. singaja sa tnya dia. mana tau ada jawapan lain) . . 

Trainee: slu kalau baby..dia msti berak dlm setiap dua atau tiga jam.

(ok. seriously..i know not my baby Neve..because..i know why.heheh..tpi..layan dlu la jawapan si trainee lelaki yg bergigi besi)

Trainee: berapa kali sda dia berak dlm setiap 2 hari sja?

Me: dlm 3 kali sda la.., jadi mcm mna la tu?

Trainee: (bingung sekejap)..Kak, mcm mna tu a..(tnya kakak yg nurse betul2 di sebelah dia. yg actually sibuk melayan patient lain juga)

Nurse: dia berak dlm setiap dua hari? oh..ok bah tu. Tiada apa2. Taie dia ok juga kan? (smiling at me)

Me: ya. tiada apa2 kn..?  (sa pun senyum2 juga la)

Trainee: (tediam)

ahaha..that was only part of the monthly clinical interview for baby Neve, which was yesterday.

There were other ridiculous questions that were asked.

Ikuti seterus nya..

Trainee: (sambil tingu nota2 dia yg kena highlight berwarna warni)..kalau baby tiarap, dia boleh angkat kepala dia kah?

Me: o..sa inda penah kasi tiarap lagi ni, tpi memang dia blm boleh angkat kepala dia sendri la, sb baru dua bulan.

(adoi gia..please..share with me if you have a two months old baby and he/she can lift her/his head)

Trainee: (mcm muka yg hilang confident sda n masih lagi tingu nota), kalau dia tedengar bunyi kuat tiba2..dia tekejut kah?

Me: iya, (being nice) + (senyum bah..)

ok lah, kasi kesian la ba juga kn.

so, i ended up answering all questions from the trainee..with a very nice yes, no.., kadang2..and a smile every time. 

I suddenly remember the time when i was a trainee student myself.

Give them a chance to learn.

Tapi jgn la ba kasi keluar nota depan2 customer..patient?

Ber highlight lagi tu..waduh..

The moral lesson:

Sepandai pandai tupai melompat, akhir nya kenapatan juga inda pandai tarabang di langit, lalu jatuh ke tanah.

" haissh..kenapa la sa kasi keluar nota berhighlight sa tu a.."

isk..

sa masih on leave baini..

tpi kena suruh kerja.

balik opis.

hmm.

urgent matters.

fortunately i can do it from home.

and cradling baby Neve at the same time.

talk about multitasking..

sempat lagi update blog.

yep.

Thank God we have Fridays .

I should be getting an employee of the month award for working during a maternity leave.

kan.

aiceh...hehe

(kunun)

Happy Friday everyone..n have a great weekend :)

And so i did.

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.

 Here.

Ada kah begitu pla kn..ala2 baby orgputeh kah ni.. (^_^)

Second attempt:

(inda puas ati kn..)

Sama juga.

hahaha..rambut saja la.

Third attempt:

..with Brad who?

bulih bulih..

(^_^)

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Just click HERE

And make your day.

Happy Thursday everyone.

*purely for fun*

*i can't believe i gave myself a chance to indulge in such website*

I love my kampung home.

Peaceful..

Surrounded by the greens..

Birds chirping..

Squirrels jumping..

Bakas limpas-ing..hehe

Firewoods for 'suduon'.

My parents love arranging them into blocks, supaya senang mau ambil, diarang bilang :)

You see the tall tree on the right of the picture above?

I'm not sure what it's called, but the leaves smells of eucalyptus oil..wangiii.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

So what happen when THEY are awake?

Who are THEY?

(^_^)

dierang ni bah..

Awal pagi ni,,sda riuh.

What do you think they're up to?

Hehe..kena kasi makan kurupuk ba ni.. trus dtg beramai2.

Sempat lagi si Cukulat (our dog) kena marah si miaw sb p ikut2 diarang makan..haha

I adore this picture so much cos it's the perfect scene of a day at home.

A very peaceful morning indeed.

But not when the cats are awake..and hungry.

Inda sah itu satu hari kalu itu kucing2 smua inda bekumpul ramai2 makan Friskies.

:)

So, that's a scene of my kampung home.

Care to share yours?

Kaw suka kah.. kena bagi tau / tanya balik2 ..benda yg sama..sedang kan kaw sda tau jawapan dia?

Cis.

NoT Me.

i luvvvvvvvvvvvv my current profile picture in  facebook so much.

It fits all mood.

Sorry i forgot the link to the picture. 

Thnks to Google though.

How was your Malaysia day yesterday?

A special visitor was in the house yesterday.

Who? Give you a clue.

9 months pregnant and a 3 year old son.

A blogger and a working mother.

It’s none other than Uzoiey@Zoi the mommy blogger and a good friend since campus time. 

All the way, just to visit baby Neve :)

It was great to have good companies at home and updates each other on happenings and stuff. Kay Masingan..ada kami cerita2 pasal ko ni..hehe..yg bagus punya ba..

Yong Yong, Uzoiey’s 3 year old son was also there. Adei..makin kiut ni. Dia p tlg kipas2 si baby Neve. Kena kiss kiss lagi. I’m sure he can’t wait for the arrival of his baby brother..or is sister? ;)

And another great thing about yesterday was, it was also Uzoiey’s birthday. Senang nya mau ingat kn, sb ngam2 dgn tarikh penting..i’m sure they had an enjoyable celebration yesterday.

Bah, happy birthday a..stay forever young and have a safe delivery.

The picture above is for you. cewah..

Don’t you love it when you have friends visiting you?

Isk2..mcm sa tulis cerita utk pendidikan moral ja. Simple..ni.

But..this is how i feel. Sincerely. Tak perlu la ayat berbunga2 or perkataan power2..kn?

Enjoy your weekend people.. :)